kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (lasciatemi cantare)
I graduated, then. I'm never going to see most of those people again.

Oh.

ugh.

Jun. 16th, 2003 11:04 pm
kaydeefalls: confused!pippin asking "meh?" (meh?)
I have a Physics final tomorrow morning, on a whole lot of stuff I don't know. Brilliant. This is the final that everyone would fail every year, if it weren't for the 60-point curve. So, here's hoping for those other five points! Woohoo!

Repeat to self: I just have to pass. I just have to pass. I just have to pass...
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (keyser soze)
...my plans for Being Productive this weekend, and how I completely failed to do any of them:

1. actually do AP Hell reading and write mini-essay, failed due to leaving sourcebook in locker and being unable to track down stories online
2. finish pseudo-wingfic, failed due to massive attack of writer's block
3. finish Iceman/Pyro/Rogue smut, see above reason for failure
4. fix perpetually annoying Billeh-Lij-Dom fic, see above above reason for failure
5. attempt to create brand-spankin'-new website, failed due to incompetence at HTML
6. study for Italian & Racketball exams, failed due to laziness
7. grade French assignments, CHECK!

Okay, I'm one for seven. Damn. Must be bedtime.

NEWS FLASH

Jun. 4th, 2003 08:19 pm
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (you can't seeeeee meeeeee)
This just in -- Class of '04 LOSES. Ever so badly. ::cackles::

Oh, and Happy Birthday, [livejournal.com profile] lekilitook! Hope many happy hobbitses come your way!
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (Default)
It's the beginning of the end. The lasts are coming hard and fast.

Last concert. Of twelve, for me. Six years in chorus. Whoa. Still in shock. But it was a great way to go out, ne? [livejournal.com profile] trivetmonger, [livejournal.com profile] ldmoonflower, [livejournal.com profile] lianara, you all rock. I don't tell you this enough, but you do.

Wow.
kaydeefalls: confused!pippin asking "meh?" (meh?)
Hmm. This AP Hell presentation doesn't require a bibliography or anything, does it? 'Cause if it does, I think she'll notice that our entire fact sheet is directly paraphrased from a variety of websites. And by "directly paraphrased," I mean "blatantly plagiarized." It's a bleepin' fact sheet, not a paper.

Oh, and [livejournal.com profile] shira? I'm about 3/4 done with your beta. You shall have it tomorrow night, really honestly truly. ::sighs:: I really need to learn how to get these things done as soon as I get them.
kaydeefalls: confused!pippin asking "meh?" (meh?)
I've spent most of the past week in a semiconscious haze. Definitely haven't glanced at friends list in a couple of days, so if you've written the best fic EVER and I haven't commented yet, that would be why. Will catch up sometime over the weekend.

Also, on the off-chance that anyone has e-mailed me in the past few days (week?), apparently AOL is acting up again, and only sends me mailing list e-mails. Which pisses me off muchly. As of now, have implemented an automatic response policy for myself: when receiving e-mail, respond immediately. I check my mail every day, so if I haven't responded, AOHell ate your e-mail and I never saw it. Argh.

::stumbles off to bed::
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (lasciatemi cantare)
::glares at AP Hell homework::

You know what? Fuck this. I've gotten less than five hours of sleep for the past three nights, and I'm tired. Also, I graduate in a month. And I just. Don't. Care.

::tosses AP Hell reading into bag, unread and unwritten about::

Yeah. G'night.
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (silliness)
The roof! (The roof!) The roof! (The roof!)
The roof is on fire! (What?)
We don't need no water,
Let the motherfucker burn!
Burn, motherfucker, burn!



And in other news,

Happy birthday, [livejournal.com profile] lush_rimbaud!



Dude. You're, like, legal. Or something. Bizzatch!
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (brickness)
THE PRICE OF A GOOD SHOW

1 cab ride to get to Tech Weekend on time: $12

Getting Dan to reburn the soundtrack to your show: 1 hour

Dealing with the Lighting & Sound Booth: about 12 billion brain cells

Dancing like a fool in your bedroom to your show's theme song, 2gether's "Calculus": PRICELESS.

My love for this cheesy boyband-esque song? Is ridiculous. I think I'll go play it again.
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (one song glory)
Need help ASAP. What websites can I go to download a wide variety of songs for free? Songs range in style from Broadway to Barbara Streisand to boy bands. But, yes, need to create soundtrack (don't ask), have CD burning abilities, don't know where to track down songs. Help!

Thanks in advance!

Edit: problem solved, thanks to the fantabulous [livejournal.com profile] trivetmonger, who volunteered to do the downloading for me. ::hugs Dan:: My life is now THAT much easier (and his is THAT much more complicated...).
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (all the colors)
Y'know what? Fuck AP Hell. I could stay up all night finishing this essay, or I could get some sleep to face a long rehearsal tomorrow afternoon. It's not even a question, really. Senioritis isn't actually laziness -- it's actually a readjustment of priorities. I'd rather feel well-rested and prepared for the day and maybe lose a point or two on an essay than get those lousy two points but feel like crap.

Besides, just reread Buffett's Surfing series, and I have that nice warm feeling in the pit of my stomach that comes from reading good fic. Ah, Surfing. My first RPS fic ever, and still one of the best Domlijahs out there. The fic that drew me into the fandom, what? Fourteen months ago? There's something to be said for that...
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (brickness)
I actually had nightmares about Brick last night. More than one. Thanks ever so much, subconscious, for making sure I know how self-conscious and insecure I am about this fucking play.

I never get stage fright this bad when I'm onstage.

...fuck, haven't even started my AP Hell paper yet. 8-10 pages for tomorrow? Fuckity fuck fuck fuck.
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (brickness)
My day, that is. Summed up in one word: OW.

Hey, [livejournal.com profile] filmelder, remember Brick last year and how you thanked me for hanging my head in my hands whenever our cast was stoopid and bad? Ryder is now fulfilling the same purpose for me.

Ryder, at rehearsal today: "Can I kill myself now?"

Yeah, what he said.

FUCK.

Mar. 26th, 2003 12:27 am
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (one song glory)
Goddamn it all to hell, NOW what do I do?! My cast is gonna kill me. After I finish killing the chorus teachers and the orchestra conductor for taking my room and my time and my friggin' musical director. What a friggin' waste of rehearsal time.

And I didn't get any AP Hell work done, either. Fuckity fuck fuck fuck.

DIE, RL, DIE. BURN AND ROT IN HELL.
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (totally innocent)
So. Two and a half hours of sleep last night. Right.

Things not to do on 2.5 hrs sleep:
1. calculus
2. find deeper meaning in One Hundred Years of Solitude
3. teach French lesson
4. rediscover the awesome glory of your utter LACK OF FREE TIME from now 'til 4/13
5. play racketball
6. attempt to direct two-hour rehearsal

How much more can I fuck up today? Meh. Need to go to bed. Like, now.

And, icon courtesy of [livejournal.com profile] rakshi's splendiferous Oscar caps. Yeah. The ring reaction. And my first solo Sean icon in, like, forever.
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (thoughts meander...)
Two hundred-odd pages of reading notes to go. I think I'll just give up on sleep now.

Know what I just realized? The day that Lotrips Remix authors are announced (4/18), I will be somewhere between Barcelona and Madrid. In Spain. With no computer access until I get home on the 25th. Not that chorus trips aren't awesome, but FUCK. I'm gonna be going out of my mind trying to find an internet cafe.

Ah, well, no time to ponder that now. Must do work. And come up with lesson plan for my internees. Oy fucking vey.

bleg.

Mar. 23rd, 2003 07:17 pm
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (thoughts meander...)
Guess how much I hate AP Hell right now?

Yup, that fic thing is not gonna be written. Between catching up on notes for three hundred pages of reading (I kid you not) and the Oscars...

Bah phooey.
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (brickness)
THUNDERSTORM! WHEEE!

Ehm, yes. Must dash. Brick cast sleepover. Me 'n' Marisol alone with allthemanycrazyboys. Who flirt with each other during rehearsal in a joking sort of way, but make me squee silently anyway. I'm such a freak. A freak who can't find her sleeping bag. Oy. Vey. How many years has it been since I've been to a sleepover? Way too many. I'm all out of practice.

Too late to call Domenick, though. My bad.

Shall return to being fandomy tomorrow. Until then, must squash all slashy thoughts and pretend to be a normal person. Bah. Oh well.

whuh?

Mar. 20th, 2003 12:24 am
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (i get by with a little help from my frie)
I have to wake up in HOW many hours? Oh, for the love of-- Damn you, chorus! Rehearsal at 7:30 AM? That's just icky.

::not-quite-worships Brick cast & Ari:: Now do it that well every time, and we'll see.

So, have written 100 Years of Solitude fanfic. And this qualifies as an AP Hell assignment? Rock on!

Remind me again how many hours I have before I have to wake up. ...On second thought, don't. ::cries::
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (smackdown!)
AP Hell paper due tomorrow. Still haven't received Giuliana's peer comments. For FUCK'S sake!

AP Hell mini-essay also due tomorrow. Um, fuck that. I'll just turn it in on Wednesday and be downgraded for lateness. Make me care, I DARE you.

And that, my friends, is why I lovingly call this course "AP Hell."
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (a midsummer night)
So I was merrily writing my AP Hell paper, finally happy with my thesis and such. Lots of quotes ready to be used, flowing style, and it's always nice when I know where I'm going. After cranking out 3+ pages reasonably quickly, I was feeling pretty good.

Then I suddenly, violently lost all interest. And so I'm procrastinating again, unable to write a single sentence. Damn you, senior slump!

As you were.

Edit: While I'm at it, shall answer [livejournal.com profile] dreamspeak's question - Favorite Shakespeare that ISN'T Midsummer Night's Dream. (Inspired by your icon. :P)
"Much Ado About Nothing." Is my favorite Shakespeare play. EVER. Technically not the best one he wrote, but I love it to death and always shall. Three main reasons: 1) Benedick & Beatrice's war of the words, 2) everything Dogberry ever says, and 3) Kenneth Branaugh's movie version, which I saw at a youngish age and completely fell in love with. Rent it today. Seriously. Best cast EVER (Kenneth Branaugh, Emma Thompson, Robert Sean Leonard, Denzel Washington, and Keanu Reaves is remarkably good as the villain). ::wallows in Shakespeare!love::

Brick!

Mar. 4th, 2003 12:42 am
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (a midsummer night)
Yes, I will be rambling on about Brick a LOT over the next six weeks. Because I officially have no other life. And I'm very serious about that.

kaydee's directorial misadventures. or something. )
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (much ado about nothing)
Re: Brick casting.
Dear Nicola,
FUCK YOU. You destroyed my Nathan/Kenny Perfect Chemistry Pairing. Not that I have anything against David, mind, and I'm sure he'll work out fine, but NOBODY has chemistry with Nathan like Kenny. Dammit.
Yours in abhorration,
kaydee

Re: Current Love Interest
Dear [name removed],
Yeah, I've had my suspicions, but did you HAVE to make my gaydar explode today? No, I can't figure out what exactly you did/said to set it off. But I've posited the theory to two other people, and after staring blankly at me for approx. 3.76 seconds, both burst out with a resounding, "YEAH. He is." Goddamnit. Could you maybe not figure it out for yourself and, y'know, stay in that glass closet for just a little while longer? Please? I mean, I graduate in less than four months, I'm not exactly looking for a serious long-term relationship...
Yours in frustration,
kaydee

Re: Current Lust Interest
Dear physics lab partner,
Just realized that my current love interest is gay. You, on the other hand, are willing to shag just about anything that breathes. Consider yourself reinstated at #1 on my list.
Yours in lust,
kaydee

I think that about covers it.
kaydeefalls: blank with text: "white. a blank page or canvas. so many possibilities..." (dude. pay attention.)
Tired. Brain hurts. Fic good. Not my fic, though, because I'm not writing one at the moment. But other people's fics very good. Yes. ::sends waves of admiration to other writers. except, not so much waves as half-assed ripples, because I'm too damn tired to manage more than a ripple right now::

Dan and Maeve: Yes, you have callbacks. (Neither of them will read this, but now I can be all like, "I told you! Eight whole HOURS before you were supposed to find out!" Dude. I'm tired. Don't ask.)

What a waste of space THIS post is. I sorry. G'night.

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