I would like to have a life after graduation. A job, for example, would be nice. I would also like to be able to enjoy my last few weeks of college, without the impending doom of what-the-fuck-am-I-doing-after-graduation hanging over my head all the time.
I mean, I have faith in my ability to find A job, even if it's a crappy one at first. And I am enjoying my last quarter at the UofC -- although I'm contradictorily annoyed that I'm suddenly developing the ability to make new friends, because couldn't this have happened while I had more than one quarter left here? I'm just...tired all the time, like I was over the winter, except that then I had a good reason for it (waaaay too busy, what with directing the show and all), and now...I AM getting enough sleep, for a change. It's just being stressed about my future all the time that wears me down. And that's frustrating, because I don't know what to do about it.
Ah, well, that's enough emo for now.
I mean, I have faith in my ability to find A job, even if it's a crappy one at first. And I am enjoying my last quarter at the UofC -- although I'm contradictorily annoyed that I'm suddenly developing the ability to make new friends, because couldn't this have happened while I had more than one quarter left here? I'm just...tired all the time, like I was over the winter, except that then I had a good reason for it (waaaay too busy, what with directing the show and all), and now...I AM getting enough sleep, for a change. It's just being stressed about my future all the time that wears me down. And that's frustrating, because I don't know what to do about it.
Ah, well, that's enough emo for now.
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