I have never defaulted or dropped out of any fandom exchange, and I am damn well not quitting Yuletide. But holy shit, I have never pushed it this close to the end. I am...really, really not done yet. Fortunately, Mondays are my light days (I work only 6 hours, as opposed to 11+ hours every other day of the week -- this is not an exaggeration), so as soon as I get off work in like five minutes, I can go straight home and pound this thing out. UGH.
For the first time ever, I've joined the IRC chat, because it's the only way I can think of to find a beta who knows my fandom this last minute.
Seriously. This fic. It is not good. I feel all kinds of guilty about this, but trying to write it has been slamming my head repeatedly against a brick wall. Lately, writing has not been good to me; all my creativity is in vidding these days. Vids are really easy for me right now. Words, not so much. When did I become this person? I love writing. Just not recently.
BAH. HUMBUG.
For the first time ever, I've joined the IRC chat, because it's the only way I can think of to find a beta who knows my fandom this last minute.
Seriously. This fic. It is not good. I feel all kinds of guilty about this, but trying to write it has been slamming my head repeatedly against a brick wall. Lately, writing has not been good to me; all my creativity is in vidding these days. Vids are really easy for me right now. Words, not so much. When did I become this person? I love writing. Just not recently.
BAH. HUMBUG.
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