it's all in your mind

I really like vidding. It makes me feel precise and peaceful, and temporarily blanks out all the RL stuff I don't want to think about. It's a good headspace to be in. Not quite as good as the writing-frantically-to-get-all-the-words-out headspace, but I'm a bit blocked in that area lately, so: vidding instead. I'm currently working on a Doctor Who/Torchwood vid to a song that is so blatantly obvious I'm certain it's been done a hundred times already, but what the hell, I'm enjoying myself anyway. And it distracts me from bemoaning my inability to actually finish any fic these days. I blame the TARDIS BigBang -- it tapped into my love of long, plotty fics a little too effectively, and now all the fics I'm working on are these fucking behemoths that take me months and months to finish. Which are lovely and I'm sure will be totally worth it in the end (at least to me; your mileage may vary), but in the meantime, I just feel like I'm getting absolutely nowhere.

I'm a fanfic writer who never posts any damn fanfic. This is kind of ridiculous. I'm kind of amazed anyone is still following this LJ.

Whee, vidding!