oh, fandom.

I have the night off, which is very exciting, and mostly means I'll probably be unconscious by 10pm. (Look, you try getting 6 hours or less of sleep every night for a week, and then get back to me about my Friday night plans.) But in the meantime, I'm in a super shippery sci-fi fandomish mood right now, and reading Jack/Ianto fics for the past couple of hours has mostly just made me feel very depressed. So I was all, hey, let me just delve into another happy fandom ship and cheer myself up!

And then I realized that in all of my serious shipper fandoms, past and present, I will be crushed by the fact that there are no canonical happy endings. Nary a one in which my OTP end up 1. both alive and 2. together. Think about it. Torchwood? JESUS CHRIST. Doctor Who? No death, but so much future!emo and, y'know, being trapped in parallel universes or memories wiped or whatever. (Although, ask me sometime how excited I am for the new series. Because I am SO DAMN EXCITED HOMG.) And then Battlestar Galactica, Firefly, even friggin' Harry Potter, the original wtf-both-the-characters-I-ship-are-inexplicably-dead-now.

So I'm going to go find an epic fic for my original fandom ship: Mulder/Scully. And it will be awesome.

You know you're in trouble when you turn to the X-Files for your happy endings.