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[kaydeefalls]

Happy Birthday, monkeycrackmary! Because it's still the 6th in the US, and therefore you should still be having a splendiferously birthdayish day!

In other news, I don't think I ever mention my dreams here on LJ, because, well, they're just dreams. My dreams are usually just a random collection of events, places, and people that combine together in my unconscious brain in bizarre and generally amusing ways. Occasionally they reflect my personal desires or fears, which aren't difficult to figure out. So. Yeah. Dreams are just weird.

But last night, I dreamt that I was hanging out with my best [college] friend, and he was upset about something, so I was comforting him, and he tried to kiss me. Which can be written off as general dream-oddness, except that in the dream, although I pushed him away, a part of me did want to. And then seriously debated breaking up with my boyfriend and, y'know, really trying to start things with my friend. This feeling stayed with me when I woke up, and left me feeling oddly uncomfortable and guilty around my boyfriend today.

In real life, I know that I'm not particularly attracted to this friend (although I do love him as a friend), and he's equally unattracted to me, and besides which things are going quite well with the boyfriend, so this all means nothing. But it still bothers me that it was lingering around my subconscious. I'm not sure why.

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Thanks very much! :D