i'm smiling because otherwise i might cry

[kaydeefalls]

When under intense stress and describing the situation to friends, I tend to keep this huge, slightly crazed grin on my face. Seriously. It weirds people out sometimes. But as long as I'm smiling, eeeeeverything's gonna be juuuuust fiiiiine.

*Cheshire Cat smile*

*twitch*

20-30 page draft of BA due Thursday. Professors told me to change plays-to-be-analyzed first last Thursday, then again yesterday. I have seven pages of notes on general theory, but 400+ pages of actual reading yet to do (as was only told I had to read it, um, yesterday) and no actual paper written. I'm a lousy second-year. I'm not ready for this.

I am so fucked.

Comments

[newredshoes]

I don't understand why you're being made to do this so early! I mean, my junior paper would have freaked the hell out of me at the end of my second year -- I wouldn't have had any idea how to even phrase a topic, let alone tackle the project.