kaydeefalls | awake, damnit

I hate insomnia. Hate hate hate. Especially after a long-ass exhausting and fairly active day, when I fall into bed pretty much as soon as I get home and then cannot fucking sleep. Two hours later, still awake. Goddamnit.

I did have the pleasure of going to breakfast with

airgiodslv, which was delightful albeit brief (she had to get back on the road by 10am). But considering that this woke me up several hours earlier than usual, followed by a brief nap, then running around all day (selling Chinese buns to raise money for Midsummer, class, work, a cappella rehearsal, Midsummer dress rehearsal, no there was no break in there at all, which brings us to nearly 11pm) -- I SHOULD NOT BE UNABLE TO FALL ASLEEP NOW. I should be pleasantly all tuckered out and fall swiftly and enjoyably into the deep dreamless sleep of the well and truly exhausted. But no.

Ugh. Just ugh. So now I'll be tired all day tomorrow, too. Joy.

Seriously, why doesn't the human brain come with an off switch?