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I don't want to go to the gym right now, but I really should. Mainly I don't want to go because today is my monthly weigh-in and measurement day with them, and I've had a bad month on the eating-healthy front due to all the stress and show happening and things. My weight's been bouncing around in a two-pound range for the whole month, and am currently on the upper end of that. Which in my actual life, I don't care about, because, um, it's just two pounds, y'know? I'm comfortable with my weight and my body right now, and while I'd like to lose about five more pounds, I don't really care if it takes me a year to get there. But the fitness people at the gym get all OH NOES YOUR BODY FAT % HAS GONE UP A WHOLE POINT!, which kind of makes me grumpy. So I don't want to go.
I started working on my Remix fic at work yesterday. It's...diverging further from the original fic a lot more than I usually do for remixes. But then again, my remixes are usually fairly weak, so maybe this will be a better fic overall? Eh, who knows.
The show's improving with every performance, and we actually got a favorable (albeit rather poorly-written) review in the Chicago Reader. I've also been going out with cast members after practically every show so far, which is, well, kind of odd for me, having a social life. I go to bars! Regularly! This is very strange. But fun, and for the first time since September, I'm not appallingly lonely most of the time, which is a definite plus. Also, have developed an unfortunate crush on one of my actors, the one I hang out with the most and am generally friendliest with and ride the train home with every night. Odd, though, because he's really not my type in many ways, and yet. Eh, it's more fun than bothersome just now, and it helps whenever I tilt toward emo-ness to remind myself that he's a smoker and I don't actually want to hook up with someone who tastes of cigarettes.
Okay, shutting up now. Goodness I'm dull.
I started working on my Remix fic at work yesterday. It's...diverging further from the original fic a lot more than I usually do for remixes. But then again, my remixes are usually fairly weak, so maybe this will be a better fic overall? Eh, who knows.
The show's improving with every performance, and we actually got a favorable (albeit rather poorly-written) review in the Chicago Reader. I've also been going out with cast members after practically every show so far, which is, well, kind of odd for me, having a social life. I go to bars! Regularly! This is very strange. But fun, and for the first time since September, I'm not appallingly lonely most of the time, which is a definite plus. Also, have developed an unfortunate crush on one of my actors, the one I hang out with the most and am generally friendliest with and ride the train home with every night. Odd, though, because he's really not my type in many ways, and yet. Eh, it's more fun than bothersome just now, and it helps whenever I tilt toward emo-ness to remind myself that he's a smoker and I don't actually want to hook up with someone who tastes of cigarettes.
Okay, shutting up now. Goodness I'm dull.
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Date: 2008-03-16 12:49 am (UTC)Glad you're not so lonely.
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Date: 2008-03-16 07:45 pm (UTC)Ironically, she's overweight herself. Which, y'know, I don't care about, but it gives it an extra special level of wtf-ness.